Desperately wanna go to Concerts ;)

Hello viewers or should I say stalkers. Welcome to my blogg as usuall. I'm terribly sorry for not blogging that much, that because I'm just freaking lazy and tired. But, I spent my most time at Tumblr and Facebook. I dont know why also lol. Yea I gotta tell you guys, if u guys were seeing this, please just please add my 2nd acc at Facebook. The name is Sharlious Bieber. I create that name XD Anyways, this past few weeks been busy lately, doing homework, go to tution, school and my beauty sleep :D I find Tumblr is really really interesting because it helps me clam me down whenever I'm in a really sad or broken heated mood. Yea, it will actually makes me feel even more better to get over my ex . Its really hard for me to forget him because I loved him so much and I still cant forget him and get over him. But, this feeling just makes me being different. Some of my friends will always ask me " Hey have you change?" then I will be like " Change as in what?" then they'll say in a really moody, sad, emo way.. Well, its actually true, I've been changing alot. Last time, I use to be hyper, care alot of things. Now, I just being emo and dont give any shit of anything.. That just so so sad :( I dont know how I'm gonna live like this :(

Sometimes, I just wish I could be just like her in the picture. Be free, no problems, and start a whole new life. That would be amazing. What happens if there's actually no heart broken feelings in this world? That would be nice. I've always wish that this thing will be in the trash but it just cant because the moment I had with my ex is really precious and meaningful. I just cant take that away from me. I'm so fucking misses him badly :( But, he just dont get it. Hmph.. I'm always having this problem in my mind now. Whenever people trying to cheer me up, still not working to be honest. Even they worked so hard to cheer me up, I'll end up still being moody, that shows how I really feel bout him.

The world is a small world. That's all I can say. Not love problems only I had in mind even the closest friends really hurt you alot. I dont know what to say err.. My Life Sucks Badly? Yeapp! Sucks really bad, had the terrible love life and non-trustable friends. :( It makes me sad when my friends doing these unwanted things to me. they may think that I have no feelings but I actually do have. Keep that in mind. Okay, for instants, what if one of your friends they planned up somthing without you and they plannig to shift to another school if they results are good. How would you actually feel? Hurt right? Planning something without them? And they were going to a same school. why? they are leaving me? :( I just dont get it why they are doing to me like this. I mean, when they are in trouble or in serious pain, I'm always there for them. But me? What bout me? I had feelings too. When I cried, they didnt even came and cheer me up. Only one of my friends came to cheer me up. So, who can I ever trust now? they just dont bother me and just let me flow with tears. All I can say is.. I DONT REALLY HAVE TRUE OR BEST FRIENDS IN MY LIFE. That's it. I say it.

thats all for today BYE

Mixed Feelings...

Today I had a great day ever! Went to Queens and meet up with Ching, Sin yee, Charlie, Delon, Jess, Joshua and Nelson. We bought tickets to watch a movie called The Shock Labyrinth. Its a Japanese movie btw :D Anyways, its in 3D and its not-so-scary then I thought I would be. When something shocking happen, I ended up laughing like nobody business, Sin Yee even join with me :) In the opposite way, Nelson shouted like a lil girl HAHA! Thats just hilarious weii..When the movie is almost ended, a Malay woman was telling her friend "Apa tu?" Then, Nelson answered, "Kaki." Haha xD Damn funny.. And Delon, start to throw popcorn to me ==' Lambpork! :D

After that, we went the roof top of Queens. Its Delon idea. It was freaking sunny hot and we were all sweating :) Then, we went down and finally theres air cond :) then , the guys played the arcade for while. We girls, just wondering around the floor :D After they had played, we went to eat at Kim Gary againn.. The last outing with them is also at Kim Gary. What to do, we just love Hong Kong food :) This time I ordered the Fu Yong Egg with Rice:D Yum! Yum! Its not that bad actually. Besides, I was sharing ma food with Sin Yee :) Yeahh, sharing is caring XD The best part is, we ordered food but no drinks HAHA! Whatta nice lunch we had! Wah Wai put his spagetti with some kind of pepper sauce with makes him feel hot and sweat. We all were like " Dude, ur face is freaking red! Gosh! What Happen!" LOL! Same goes to Delon's meal XD

We spent at there like bout an hour, and its almost to 5.00pm. So, we got nothing to do, so just walk around and round. Then, they decided to take picture at the photo booth. Then, something happen, my mum called up Charlie hp and its time for me to get back homee :( So, the plan was cancelled :L So sorry guys :( So, me, sin yee,ching, wah wai and charlie puii me to wait for me til my mum is here. N'aww whatta sweet friends I had ;) I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Hmph, I just wish I can hold my future bf like that, it will be so sweet :) But, all I could say is maybe you just dont understand my feelings that I had on ya :L Hmph... I just need time to get rid of you from my mind then I'm free for good! anyways, back to my life now :D Then, came back from Queens and I online for while, went to tuition Maths class. I finally understand how to get the angles for Maths!! WooHoo! :D I'm just happy I could find the answers correctly. Then, Shivi's mum fetch me and we went to have dinner at Sungai Tiram. I had Fried Rice :D One of my Fav meal. Then, went and lepak at Shivi's house, as usual, laugh, be crazy and all etc. I Gotta go now! Bye! Will blog more. And this time, I'll blog when its necessary.

P/s : Charlie, hope you be a great dude at KL. Dont give up, keep moving forward. Will always remember this day and plsss.. take care of yourself. Keep in touch!! :)

PP/s : I gotta get a new phone! This bitchy phone is just useless! and I had to give back my phone to my mum! Arghh! Such-ass!

BubBYE!

School life on the first week :)

The first day of school is not that bad but, the worst thing is.. I'm terribly sick! I had flu, sore throat and one more thing that you dont wanna know :)And yea, me and my friends had this duty at the SPBT room for giving students their textbook for the whole day. We have to be there like 2 weeks straight till next monday. Cause, its our duty! So, please dont think we ditch class cause we do have pass for that ;) Anways, we had many many fun there! Theres so much things but, lazy wanna tell :D Sorry. But, its really hard work to take the textbook for students. And, I hate it when they complain that the textbooks are ugly or torn. Just accept what you get you dum ass.. :) Somemore, theres some students still not yet return last years textbook that makes us really really pissed. The best part is that our teacher is really stress of it and we had to calm her down. Haha. Then, we did our duties for prefects it is tiring lerr xx Tbh, the juniors for prefects seems like they do not know anything and we prefects do all the hard work and they just stand there watch the show ==' Is that even fair? Lame. Besides, I cant go for the prefect camp on the 15 Jan cause I have tuition and pleasse PMR for me is important than that camp ;) Haha.

I have to admit, This is really a good picture of us there ;) Let me introduce to ya.. from the left... Prasanna,me Shivaani. Yea, grew up together and now we are still together :D Fyi, me and Prasanna do have the same face ryte? That is what all people say ==' HAHA! This is pic was taken when we had port luck at Shivi home. Yumm, miss her mum's spagetti haha. :)

I'm kinda addicted to Bruno Mars newest song called Marry You :) Listening to it now. Bruno Mars rocks! But, Justin Bieber is awesome! Haha. Bruno sings the song that girls all wanted to hear. He has this thing which can attract girls easily and that is good. even the song Grenade. That song when he said, " Guess I Would Die For You Baby" that really means he really loves you. So to all girls out there, if there is really a guy told you that, maybe just maybe he is the one for ya ;)

This is a pic of me and Shivaani ;) Nice ryte? This is at Queensbay top floor food court. We were gonna watch a movie called The Tourist. Nice movie though. Yea, that time I'm still sick like hell ever since i came back from Kl. weird right? Anways, after watching the movie I saw my bro talking to his friend and I feel like I known him so I went closer. and he came closer I give that misteries look at him finally I knew who was it. It was Kok Hui Lol. He is my senior of spbt club. Man, he is such a joker la HAHA! :) well, I'll end this blog with a random picture bye viewers!

HAHAHAHAHA! Just wish one day can jump like that for joy! :)

Happy New Year :))

Happy New Year everybody!!:) Yesterday was awesome night ever. My family and Shivaani family went to Queens for the New Year countdown. We went there like really early erm.. 5? Anyways it was freaking crowded at there. You can barely look for a car park :L We had to park like really far away from Queens. Yea, went there shopping at Brands Outlet. Man, took us 1 hour to shop at there. We bought like more than 5 shirts there. Woohoo! then, my cousin came de. so went to eat our dinner at the food court there. Then, we bought movie tickets for today to watch the The Tourist. HAHA! thats like later night ;) Hee xD At the New Year countdown is so fun when musics come. The DJ there is so cool. Haih.. 2011 already, I'm freaking scared :L Hmph, hope that 2011 will not be like 2010 :L ahih wish me luck

BYEBYE!!

Three Days of Fantasy ;)

Yea guys, for three days not blogging thats cause I went to Genting Highlands and yea, KL too :) In the morning, woke up at 5 something and yea, had breakfast at the Penang Bridge highway. Btw, almost forgot :D my Shivaani and family, plus, prasanna and her family and finally another cousin of mine :D Yea, after breakfast, wev start our journey :) Yea, I got really sleepy and i'm starting to shut my eyes off hahaha, then, yea and we stop for few times for us to pee :)

Anways, then we start our journey again ;) About 1pm, we reached at Genting Highlands and yea, it was freaking cold! My lips were dry and I had to drink water and guess what? I had sore throat ==' Haih.. Bad luckk lerr.... Hee xD then, we went out to take some air and yea took pics.(Dont worry, photos will be coming soon )

Then, we went to check in the hotel at First World. As always, crowded and we had to wait for an hour! Hmph xx So, after that, put our bags, getting ready and start to buy tickets among our cousins and went to play the theme park ;D Our parents, well, casino of course hahaha! Especially my mum the best :) Hee xD then, fisrt game we went to the Pirate thingy, and it was awesome! Haha, we were like having this competition of Who Can Shout The Loudest. But, unfortunately, no one won. I was like shouting like nobody business. And, Shivaani was like shouting and laughing, Lol? Ikr? HAHA! :) Well, I love it! Hee xD then, it was the Roller Coaster but, cant go. Cause they close the ride.

So, we had a great time at Genting though. Then. we went still playing til 12 midnight :L HAHA! then , we were hungry and yes, we had KFC. Yum! Hee xD then went back to hotel while our parents were still at the casino. Guess what time they came back to the hotel? 4pm! OMB! HAHA! Ya, of course they want money thats why xD Anyways, me and Shivaani slept like a pig there cause its cold and nice. then the next day, start our journey to KL next, Argghh,, really tiring, hmph, we check in the hotel called Sunway Resort. Its a 5 star hotel. Basically, its an awesome hotel unlike First World. :)

After that, we soppose to go Sunway Lagoon but, turns out not going. Cause we reached there really late like 3? Hmph, so ate lunch and yea, we slept in the hotel nicely while my mum and Prasanna's mum went shopping at Sunway Pyramid. I know, all Sunway want HAHA! Anyways, my mum bought me earings even for my cousins too! Yay! Its nice and round with black, hehe.

At night, we got lost for finding KL road to Chinatown. Took us like 2 hours to reach ==' HAHA! Its GPS problem thats why, then had dinner there and OMFG! the food and drinks were fucking expensive! One glass of milo ice is RM4. OMB! Such an ass! hee,Then, we came to hotel like 2am. Cool ryte? hahaha.Then, today, breakfast KFC again. Hehe, then we decided to go to Ipoh for Lost World of Tambun. It took us 1 and half hour to reach there but, as always I'll sleep in the car xD then reached there played everything, yea the slides were awesome! I shouted like whoahh, its not even me anymore HEHE! yea, we were tired and we had shower. After that, when we going on the way to the car park, some random guy just asking me, Shivaani and Prasanna to smilw and I was like wtf?==' and he took a pic of us. Hmph, Such a gatai org.then went to dinner, had this famous seafood at Ipoh and yea, delicious wei.. Hee, it took us 15 mins to finish every damn food. HAHA! Thats cause of hungryness. Izit this even a word? Hahaha. then, got to penang and send Shivaani home, and we reached our home too.

THE END

Hee, yea Fyi, picutes will be updating soon I promise at the future blog ;D So bye

P/s: Had fun talking with you :)

The worst Christmas I had :'(

Hmph, this year's Christmas not work out as what I've planned :L Hmph, today is Getting Scold Day ==' Ikr? :L *speechless*. Well, today was the WORST DAY EVER! :L Today went to Georgetown had lunch there and my parents decided to go to pesta. Well, not that fun I had cause we not playing any games there :( Then, actually I packed my clothes and everything to get ready to go to my cousin hse to stay, and guess what? Turn out, going home straight! :( This is how my parents fool around with me! Fyi, what I want I'll never get it but my bro...EVERYTHING! Selfish much!? ==' Then, went home get scolded! On christmas! Hmph, I dont think any of your parents did that on Christmas :( Im just unlucky sometimes :L Hmph, izit so hard to stay at my cousin place?! F**K man! This is how you treat your own daughter?! :L No comment. Hmph, Yea been that down alot. Bye bye blog more. Enjoy the pics btw :)

This is my most fav pics :) Love it!

Merry Christmas everybody! :D

hey all! :) Merry Christmas ;) This year Christmas gonna be AWESUM! :D Me and my big Family, are doing a Port Luck for Christmas :) So, I kinda of exciting plus, sad :( Sorry, I had this flashback going on well, not so well :L Oh well, We are having port luck on Sunday :D We actually wanted to do it today but, limited people only can come :3 So, We postpone it to Sunday :D Then, today planning to stay over my cousin hse, Shivaani, couldnt make it :L Gotta help her ready for the port luck thingy. So sorryyy SHIVI!!! Well, then went to out for dinner at Midden Heights area :L Fishy, I hate it there :D Anyways, in the car, listening to more Bieber song of course ;) Latin Girl and Pray was terrific! No comment on it ;) Then, came back and watch Teen Choice Awards 2010. Justin Bieber perform there and he is so HOT! :) Hmph, having bieber fever though xD Hee xD then I get bored so I end up watching Toy Story 3 on DVD! Yeappp :P Its nice though. Then, I online til now xx Well, thats all, will blog more. Bubbye and Merry Christmas once again!! :) xoxo

P/s : If you think she is right then, I'm not gonna force ya :) Go ahead :) But remember, we always got your back ;)